Stop seeking what you want; seek the will of the Father, which is the will of the Son and the Holy Spirit. Release control to the Holy Spirit and you will gain peace, strength and be filled with might!
Zechariah 4:6 - "So he answered and said to me: This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: 'Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,' Says the LORD of hosts." If you figure it out on your own, you are on your own! You can think and reason to discover the best way to do something, but God has a way, which is not your way. Consult the Holy Spirit. He knows the mind of God and He is omniscient (knows everything), omnipresent (is everywhere) and omnipotent (all powerful). God’s resume for knowing is markedly better than ours… We are not “omni-anything”. Why not tap into the God of the Universe and all creation? You have an unlimited resource and He is always ready to talk!